Testimony: Janice

Hi, my name is Janice, and I am part of mentoring at Victory Christian Church Jeffreys Bay, this is my testimony of what God has done recently in my life.

Physically I’ve not been very well this year and without realising it I began focussing on what I wasn’t doing and let shame creep into my heart… Making me feel less worthy and focus more on my weaknesses than God’s strengths.

Corporately we went to a Prophetic conference this year. Everyone was so excited to receive a word from God at the conference; I, on the other had was fearful that I would be exposed because of the shame.  God convicted me… I know that that’s not what God does with a word and that that is not His heart, but that is what shame does.

God put His finger on the fact that my shame was causing me to fear a word from God. So, I repented and even though I got an amazing word; what blessed me is how the Holy Spirit can convict you and show you your heart when you are not even aware of what you are entertaining in your mind.

I have repented, told those walking with me in accountability so that I can walk this through properly. I’m so grateful to God for me2 mentoring and accountable relationships so that I can be transformed through relationships!